Cocaine Addiction Help

OK after months of denial, I have come to admit that I have an addiction to cocaine. I tried to stop by myself, but the withdrawals you so bad to the point where I break down and cry and end up having a huge binge. it's terrible .. I do not want to stop, I need it. I can not even seem to function without it. I can not ask for help from my parents for many reasons. I have also already been made for her and I lied and said it was something unique. I just dug myself in the larger hole. I really would not appreciate a conference on substance abuse, given that it is a bit late for that. I need ideas on how to overcome this, or at least fix it for the moment because it's getting really hand .. go to a rehabilitation or counseling is out of question. It does not help much that my friend is very busy in recreational drugs .. if the temptation is always there. I need help and fast because I can not live like that. What can I do it myself?

OK, you've already tried to make this "your" own, right? And it did not work, right?!? So now that you have to face the fact that you must help others to solve this problem. Nobody wants to go to their parents and say, "Mom, Dad, I'm a freak Coke," but you must go to them and tell them how it really is. Chances are they already know more you think. It's the only funny thing about addiction - addicts think they are so clever in hiding it from everyone, but in reality they are not so clever at all, and people around of them may not know the details of what happens, but chances are good that people around you already know it gets bad enough, but they do not know how to bring it to you and confront you with him. The chances are good that you're not as good at hiding that you think you are.

One thing you can do is to contact a local group in 12 steps. The first thing you need is a sponsor. Go to a meeting - try to go today or tomorrow - and ask someone to sponsor you. You must do so immediately, before you have a lot of time to chicken out or to re-think. Tell your sponsor that you are not sure how your parents know about your addiction. Leave your sponsor help you tell your parents. Your sponsor you may want to accompany you to the meeting you will have with them. This will accomplish several things: 1) you will not be able to chicken out and not do, because your mentor is there to make you do and offer moral support. 2) It will help your parents see that you're really serious about beating your addiction, and 3) The presence of the third meeting of the family helps everyone to stay calm and things are less likely to deteriorate in shouting matches and a session high blame, which is very non-productive.

Leave your sponsor help you get your priorities in order.

You do not need help with this, and no, you can not leave alone on your own.

You have already tried, remember?

you really can not do it yourself. I read James Frey book A Million Little Pieces and he talked about how he needed rehabilitation is out. If you do not have the money you could ask your parents, try trading, or simply attend group meetings in your city.

Please contact a NA (Narcotics Anonymous) group at a time!

Look for the NA group in your local telephone directory or online at:
For more information www.na.org. This program is based on the approach to 12-step recovery. There are more meetings in each town several times a day - seven days a week.

You will find people who really care, and want to help you. Best of all, they have "been there" and know what you are going through.

First we must.