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By Carl "JC" Pantejo - Copyright 2007

(Author "My Friend Yu - The Prosperity Mentor, August 2007 Copyright. Pantejo - Edition Vurce YK).

* Here is an excerpt from "My Friend Yu - The Prosperity Mentor: Book II. Release Date: December 2007/January 2008. Pantejo - Edition Vurce YN.

My friend did for me! I'm here at home waiting and wondering where she is - again, more furious by the minute. Does she know that I hate waiting for someone? Does she know that this is a blatant act of disrespect to me when she is late, especially late without any explanation? How dare she do this to me! "I am sick and tired of being sick and tired!" This is it. Gon'na I'm throwing in the towel.

Besides, I have no trouble finding new friends. It is easy for me. Just turn on the charm, the flash of a smile, feign shyness, simulate body language, maneuvering in some instant connection (and surprisingly intimate) conversation, listen attentively, and lo and behold, Chango, a new lover is pending.

It never fails. When body language is reciprocal, I know I found my next novel potential.

It's just that ... Well, I really love my girlfriend and I still miss her not so bad when we're apart.

I was worried, angry, loneliness, depression and the last hours. Why am I feel so wretched? Why do these situations (being alone, feeling neglected and unappreciated) always bring out the worst in me?

Is it because of my past?

From early adolescence, the relationship started out as a piece of cake. I was a sport, tanned growing Asian countries where brown-skinned body were able (and are) the hot products - the USA.

But maintaining relationships has always been a great challenge for me. Sooner or later, the grass always seems greener.

I had the ability to be the ultimate shape-shifter. Like a chameleon, I would change personalities, Demeanor, languages, and sometimes the appearances will to adapt to any social situation - or appeal to every appetite including women.

In the novel, I thought - No, I "was" - all roles (eg, the hopeless romantic, loyal best friend / lover, the playboy, anger "in the world" bad boy, the traditional husband The mystery man, the "open book", the intellectual, artist, athlete, businessman, etc.). You name the type and I could produce a facsimile winning. And each new relationship I had learned (and became) "the man of her dreams."

But none of these roles could sustain a marriage and / or the relationship for any length of time.

Confusing. Why can not I just be 'happy' in a relationship long term? I thought I had the right of all. I checked all the necessary blocks, with almost all the qualities required to be a woman "catch of the century."

Initially, in any relationship, learn about and explore new loves a woman and do not always been an exciting journey for me. And the "my darling, Dovey" was especially delightful step (ie the brightness of his eyes, shakes hands soft head on his shoulder, the semi-sweet smiles, and endless intimacy of other between the two lovers). I love the new change differently for the better with each new unique relationship.

To be honest, I think I loved being in love - kind of a bit of love "," teetering on the fine line between romance and chivalry of the ugly practices of sexual predators.

Do not misunderstand. Over the years I have committed almost every possible misstep into adulthood. I.